Sometimes...

"Solitude" by Helenka Wierzbicki

Sometimes life feels very lonely. I have lots of great friends, interests, responsibilities, roommates....but sometimes no matter how full my day is, no matter how many friends I've seen, I come home at the end of the day and feel alone. I feel a little bit guilty about feeling that way, because I really have no right or reason to, but sometimes I do. Life just rolls on by, and sometimes I feel small and insignificant. Yeah sure, I would be missed if I wasn't here--for a little while. But then life would continue on and people would move on quickly filling the empty space I once filled with other things....
I guess everyone moves on...
But sometimes it makes me sad. Especially when they're still here in body but they've built a wall around themselves and I don't know how to get back in.
They say time heals all things. But it doesn't always make it better the way you imagine, want, or hope.
Well, tomorrow is a new day for me to try again.

Time for a really cheesy, crappy movie and hot chocolate!!!! If only Kim were here to enjoy with me... :)