Monday, February 27, 2012

Because

Why am I still up at 11:57 pm when I should be in bed? 
Because I just got to a stopping point on my homework. 
Because I'm enjoying listening to Ingrid Michaelson. I relate to her music and it speaks to me. 
Because writing about what I want rather than what my teachers want is therapeutic. 
Because it's been a long last couple weeks. 
Because I feel so much lighter and happier since my dear hometeacher/friend Jimmy gave me a blessing. 
Because sometimes I worry about my friends and loved ones who are struggling and I can't sleep. 
Because sometimes I want some ME time and all I can get is a little snatch here and there. 
Because I can be.
Because.
Just Because!!!!


Friday, February 24, 2012

The Fantastic Flying Books of Mr. Morris Lessmore

http://theguardiansbooks.com/FlyingBooks/?utm_source=Publishers+Weekly's+Children's+Bookshelf&utm_campaign=ef3ae25b53-Agency+-Campaign+Name+-YYYYMMDD&utm_medium=email

This is the cutest short film! I love how the film brings out how books can take us on unimaginable journeys, and fill our lives with color. They can give us thrilling bursts of speed, comfort in times of need, understanding when the going is rough, insight when our problems are tough. I am a bookworm and plan on remaining so for the rest of my life!

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Just a Little Sunshine to Brighten Your Day!!!


I can see clearly now the rain is gone
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It's gonna be a bright, bright sunshinin' day
It's gonna be a bright, bright sunshinin' day

Oh yes, I can make it now the pain is gone
All of the bad feelings have disappeared
Here is the rainbow I've been praying for
It's gonna be a bright, bright sunshinin' day

Look all around, there's nothing but blue skies
Look straight ahead, there's nothing but blue skies

I can see clearly now the rain is gone
I can see all obstacles in my way
Here's the rainbow I've been praying for
It's gonna be a bright, bright sunshinin' day
It's gonna be a bright, bright sunshinin' day
Real, real, real, real bright, bright sunshinin' day
Yeah, hey, it's gonna be a bright, bright sunshinin' day





No matter how stressful school, work, church, and life in general gets, there is ALWAYS a bright sunshinin' day waiting with it's blue skies and rainbows! I love the power that music and good friends have to lift me out of the dumps and put sunshine back in my heart!

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

I HEART you!!!!

17 years ago on Valentine's day, sweet little Alyssa Heather was born. I was thrilled to have a baby sister and I still am! She totally rocks my world!!! Seriously, I am so lucky to have her in my life.
Happy Birthday to my #1 valentine!!! :)



Frank Sinatra captured it perfectly with this song:

My funny valentine
Sweet comic valentine
You make me smile with my heart
Your looks are laughable
Unphotographable, 
Yet you're my favorite work of art

Is your figure less than greek
Is your mouth a little week
When you open it to speak,
Are you smart?

But don't change a hair for me
Not if you care for me
Stay little Valentine stay
Each day is Valentine's day









Today after a long day of classes, me, Lyssa and Mom celebrated with yummy food and good company. Early this morning at work my wonderful coworkers and some of the volunteers helped me make valentines which I decorated my sister's room with. What a fan
Ttastic valentine's day with the best valentine ever!!!!

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Ooo La La!!!

I love my job! I work as an assistant in a Physical Therapy Clinic. Our clinic caters specifically to people with mental illnesses, and we have clients from every age group with whom we work. 
My favorite child is a boy about 9 or 10 years old who has autism. I'll call him Alex (name has been changed). Alex loves Physical Therapy, and he loves to be the center of attention from the staff there. It amazes me how good his memory is. I will sometimes mention something in passing and he brings it back up days later. Alex enjoys wearing his shoes on the wrong feet, but in Physical Therapy we always have him switch his shoes to the right feet so he doesn't trip doing his exercises. He also enjoys reading the jokes which my boss hangs up on the bulletin board. He reads very well and enjoys laughing, even when he doesn't understand the joke. Once I wore Dr. Seuss socks to work, and somehow he spotted them and wanted to see them. He thought they were the coolest socks ever (even though they have a little hole on the big toe)!
Today while I was working with Alex, he wanted to look at my photo on my name badge. It's a photo from a year ago when my hair was down to my waist. Alex told me that I look different in that photo and then he said, "Guess what. You're ooo la la!!!"
"What?" I replied, slightly confused.
"You're ooo la la!!!"
"I'm ooo la la in my picture or in real life?" I asked, curious as to what he might say.
"Both!" he replied, and then smiling he continued to ask, "Do you know what oooo la la means?"
"No I don't." I said curiosity growing with every passing moment.
Alex leaned forward, and whispered loudly with a mischievous smile on his face, "It means you're sexy!!!" and then he laughed like he had just told me the world's greatest secret.
What a sweet heart! He totally made my day. :)
This compliment rivaled another favorite compliment which came from an adult patient, a woman around the age of 45. When I complimented her on her shirt she replied in all seriousness, "Thanks! I like your eyeball!!!!"
I love the adventures I have at work. Every day is new and exciting, and full of surprises. My coworkers are wonderful, as are the people I work with. My clients teach me to be patient, and to love unconditionally. They help me laugh and feel better about life when I am down. At times they are challenging, and at times I get frustrated, but after a day like today, I can't help but be happy.

Monday, February 6, 2012

Vistas Along Our Journey


Yesterday we had stake conference. It was super duper good! We got a new stake presidency, so both the old and new presidency spoke (as well as both the president's wives). Two members of the 70 came and they and they're wives also spoke. It was just what I needed! They talked more about marriage than they did last conference--the last conference it was mostly about member missionary work. But the overarching theme that I thought was the strongest, was trusting in the Lord and having faith in His timing. 
One story that really stood out to me was told by the wife of a member of the 70. She told about how one year when her daughters were ages 3 and 5, there was this wind up musical ballerina on a stand that both of her girls desperately wanted. She decided to buy each of them one doll for Christmas. There were two sizes: small and large, and so she bought two large musical ballerinas and hid them away for Christmas. Then she remembered her niece's upcoming birthday, so she bought a small ballerina for her niece. A couple nights before the birthday party she told her daughters what she had gotten for their cousin's birthday. The younger daughter began to sob and she asked to see the doll. So she showed the 3 year old the doll, and the daughter began to cry even more! The little girl said, "I just wanted that doll sooo much! It's perfect and I've wanted it for a long time!!!" The mom replied, "Well it's almost Christmas, maybe you'll get an even better one then!"  "No", replied the girl, "There isn't a better one because this one is just too perfect!!!" Of course inside the mom was laughing because she knew what was hidden waiting for the girls, and she knew it was bigger and better than the one for the niece.
She compared this story with Heavenly Father. Sometimes we think we know what we want or what is perfect for us and we are upset when things don't work out the way we think we should. But Heavenly Father can see the big picture, He knows what is in store for us and sometimes He must laugh at our shortsightedness. It isn't until later that we can see what He saw and realize that He was right all along. 
Someone else talked about the beautiful vistas along our mortal journey, but he said that sometimes we can't see those vistas until later. Nephi was journeying in the wilderness and received many vistas, incredible spiritual revelations, but he may not have appreciated it until later looking back. These stories and thoughts helped me to realize that sometimes I'm too shortsighted. I need to have more patience and believe that Heavenly Father can see more than I can see.


Saturday, February 4, 2012

Dear Boys,

I am funny, smart, fun, I have a big heart, I'm always willing to help, I am strong, I am dedicated, I always try my best. But believe it or not, I am EXTREMELY shy!!! I smile all the time, but when I'm nervous I smile even more. Don't mistake my nervous smile for an "I-am-madly-in-love-with-you" smile, because it's just there to cover up my insecurities.
If you take the time to get to know me, you'll enjoy my company. It's hard for me to open up to you, so don't judge me before I'm comfortable around you. Take the time to ask me questions and really listen to my answers. Help me feel comfortable when I get flustered. Talk when I get clammed up until I'm ready to open up. If you take me out more than once, don't do the same thing every time. Take me to different settings where there are things to do to distract me from my nervousness. I get fidgety when I'm in one place for too long and don't know what to say.
I like concerts, plays, hiking, walks, laser tag, good food, cooking, international films, service projects, board/card games, dancing, learning new things, cultures, and more. I'm not any good at team sports, but if you're really sweet to me and don't care that I'll probably make our team lose, I'll have fun.
Be creative, do something new and I'll have fun and maybe even open up to you. Don't introduce me to your roommates on the first date, if I don't know them I'll probably clam up and be awkward. Laugh at my jokes. Believe me, I'll loosen up if I think you think I'm funny.
I've built a lot of walls of self-protection, so if you're truly interested in me, be patient and you'll get to know and love the real me.

Friday, February 3, 2012

The Awesomeness of Google

I Love how convenient and easy it is to learn new things through the internet! Today, my roommate and I experimented with some new recipes (and vegetables). Thank you Google!!! What would we have done without you?

Recent questions for Google:


  • "How to cut an eggplant" 
  • "Fresh Basil to dry Basil conversion" 
  • "Garam Masala recipe"
  • "How fast am I walking?"
  • "Running Route Planner"







Thursday, February 2, 2012

Industry and Frugality


            The Founders of America are thought to be some of the most successful people of all time. As I have been reading some of their writings for my American Heritage class this semester, I have been surprised to find how many of them attribute wealth and success to the virtues of industry and frugality. Not only did they advise others to be industrious and frugal, they also spent their lives striving to be industrious and frugal themselves, both in the way they filled their time as well as how they managed their money. If our country was built on the thrift, hard work, and diligence of these men, it stands to reason that our country will only remain healthy, happy, and strong if it continues to be upheld by its people’s industry and frugality. Looking at the writings of the founders of our country can teach us valuable lessons on how to implement industry and frugality in our own lives and by doing so we will have the capacity to be good citizens of our country.
When striving to be frugal and industrious citizens, time is of the essence. Filling our time with productive things will allow us to make valuable contributions in our families, communities, and collectively our nations. John Witherspoon, representative of New Jersey and signer of the Declaration of Independence, said, “Do not live useless, and die contemptible.” In other words, wasting our time and lives will result in a despicable and obsolete life, void of the happiness that comes when we wisely use our time for productive purposes which contribute to society around us. Although Thomas Jefferson was not the most frugal of the founders when it came to money, he did fill his time with many good things. He advised his daughter, “Determine never to be idle. No person will have occasion to complain of the want of time, who never loses any. It is wonderful how much may be done, if we are always doing...” (From a letter dated 5 May 1787). If we add up the time spent on social media such as Facebook and Twitter, cell phone games, video games, etc, we may find that hours, weeks, and months are devoted to these idle and unproductive things. I’m not saying that it is terrible to waste a minute on such things, however it is worth taking a moment to evaluate whether or we are using our time in the most productive way possible. If we eliminate less valuable things in order to make time for more valuable things, we may discover that we have much more time to devote to the things that will truly fill us with satisfaction.
In many of his writings, founding father Benjamin Franklin also emphasizes the principle of the value of using time industriously and being frugal. As a young man, Franklin ran away from home with hardly any money, however he became one of the most successful Americans of all time. In his advice to a young businessman, he stated, “Remember that TIME is Money…In short, the Way to Wealth, if you desire it, is as plain as the Way to Market. It depends chiefly on two Words, INDUSTRY and FRUGALITY; i.s. Waste neither Time nor Money, but make the best Use of both. He that gets all he can honestly, and saves all he gets (necessary Expenses excepted) will certainly become RICH…” Not only is time, industry and frugality crucial in becoming wealthy, I believe it is also central to living a fulfilling and productive life. The choices we make in determining how much time to spend on what activities surely determines the course our lives will take.
While still a young man, Benjamin Franklin devised a plan for “Moral Perfection” which illustrates how he implemented industry and frugality in his life in order to become a successful, contributing American citizen. Franklin’s determined to overcome his bad habits and develop good habits. He first wrote down thirteen virtues and their definitions which he wanted to possess perfectly. Among those virtues were included temperance, industry, sincerity, moderation, frugality, cleanliness, and order. He chose one virtue each week to work on, and made a little book in which he was to record any offences to that virtue during the week. He hoped that by the end of each week he would be able to have a clean book devoid of offences, and by the end of thirteen weeks he could achieve perfection on all thirteen virtues. It is not a surprise to find out that Franklin’s plan did not work, he was not able to keep a perfectly clean book. However, what is surprising is that he carried the book with him and continued to work on those virtues throughout the rest of his life. On the results of this attempt Franklin wrote, “But, on the whole, tho’ I never arrived at the perfection I had been so ambitious of obtaining, but fell far short of it, yet I was, by the endeavour, a better and a happier man than I otherwise should have been if I had not attempted it…” The time Franklin spent striving to become a better person and to fill his life with good things certainly was successful. Using his time frugally in this manner allowed him to develop attributes which most certainly influenced his professional decisions and helped him to contribute to this nation.
Although we may not necessarily choose to follow Benjamin Franklin’s method in being industrious and frugal with our lives, we can choose to spend our time doing things which will allow us to be contributing citizens. Every day we are faced with decisions on how to use our time and resources. If we choose to follow the advice of the founding fathers, our frugality and industry may have wider reaching consequences for good in our nation than we might imagine.